Hmmmmm

I know its an interesting title. Maybe it's because I missed class today or maybe it is because I am not too worried about it. Hmmmmm. That is exactly how I feel. Like an outsider looking in and wondering what will become of this day, this week, this month, this year, this life. Somewhat in anticipation and somewhat in idol curiosity (if there is such a thing), I await the events that will come. What kinds of actions and reactions will happen. Should I be worried or should I accept what comes my way. Am I making the right choices or will I soon crash. I am of the opinion that when things all seem to be going downhill fast, I am often exactly where God wants me to be. So I wonder am I right? Have I lost my mind, or am I just choosing to trust? Maybe sometimes they are the same thing and God understands and will work it out in the end. Of course, I know He will. He has never failed yet. I just wonder at the journey. This must be the peace and joy that passes understanding. When things all seem to be going wrong but you are not worried in fact you anticipate great things to happen all the same.